Look I' know I haven't been on for awhile and I apologize to those I used to talk to a lot. I've been busy working on school stuff and working with a program called JAWS that allows me to use the computer without having to look at the screen.
Look I know that a lot of people ask for help ddily butand personally I don't want to annoy anyone but I could use candles, spells, prayers and or postitive vibes as mushc as you guys can spare.
Last couple of weeks at school I was in intense pain and the doc thought I had a kidney infection. I went to my family doc yesterday after coming home from school for the weekend and found out I'm bleeding in the bladder area and if it doesn't heal within a month they will have to go in and work on it.
To be honest I'm scared and although I have faith that the Gods and Goddesses will help me, I just need to feel some peace and comfort or I'm going to go a little crazy. I'm not sure what will come from this but I hope that those I called friends on here will lend an ear or two. I promise I'll try to come on more but right now things are a litle chaotic.
With Faith and Love ~C. Wolf
You laugh at me because you fear what I am. You see that I am a link between the old and new, carrying the spirit of inspiration with me. That's okay though because I don't resent you. I wil always embrace you as family no matter what scorn I might recieve for I am the Bard.
Posts: 343 | Location: Wrapped in my soul mate's arms | Registered: September 29, 2006
I'm new, and old, but it looks like everything has changed since I've been here. Count your blessings dear one, and you'll find much love surrounds you.
CPS destroys the lives of hundreds of thousands of children and their families each year. Through fraud and perjury. Please fight to create a skilled work force, and free the children.
Posts: 235 | Location: freedomville country unknown | Registered: March 02, 2007
I know I've said this about five times to you already in the last few days Wolf but more vibes are coming your way from me . There's no need to apologize for not being on the boards. School is important and I know they've screwed a lot of things up for you. I'm sending some extra vibes for that as well
Posts: 1180 | Location: In my castle drinking tea as all us Brits apparently do.... | Registered: April 05, 2006
Oh Sweetie-- please don't ever apologize for not being around much. Life gets in the way for all of us sometimes and we just have to take care of other things. The good thing is, even when we have to be gone for a while, everyone is still ready to send out support, love and prayers.
I'll send Reiki healing energy your way~~~
~~Mama
Posts: 825 | Location: I hate Texas | Registered: April 05, 2006
Hello friends and family, I'm sorry that I hardly get on here any more and hopefull i will have more time but I have decided to post what has bee going on in my life.
We found out that my helath problem are four kidney stones that are causing problems, one is blocking the tube that connects to my kidney and I need to get it removed and to be honest I am scared out of my witts. I know some of you probably laugh at that which I understand it is just I had never had much problems to deal with doctors and I fear them ever since I was abused by a few of them when I was a small child of 4 years old. Please send all your prayers and vibes, i'm sorry I keep asking, i wish i could be in a situlation that I wouldn't need to be a burden to anyone and it pains me to bother you guys with my petty problems when I know that people on here have worse issues to deal with.
I do have one thing to report, my beloved girlfriend and I who have been dating for almost a year are growing coser and hopes that one day soon we will get married. If we do it will be two weddings, one for her faith (she is catholic) and one for mine (I'm a Druid). I am almost completely blind and she is vissually impaired and one day will ose her sight but we love each other and believe we can deal with anything. She says hi to all of you guys by the way and thanks for the suport of my friends on the boards.
Thank you all Howling from a lonely dark mountainside ~C.Wolf
You laugh at me because you fear what I am. You see that I am a link between the old and new, carrying the spirit of inspiration with me. That's okay though because I don't resent you. I wil always embrace you as family no matter what scorn I might recieve for I am the Bard.
Posts: 343 | Location: Wrapped in my soul mate's arms | Registered: September 29, 2006
I'm sorry your in pain and I hope its resolved soon. I'm happy to hear about your love dear. You will remain in my thoughts and prayers. Please don't apologize. You know your smack family is always here for you. Please keep us posted.
Sending you lots of good vibes and positive thoughts, CW. Hope all will go as smooth as possible with your surgery. Please let us know when it will be so that we can light candles for you.
~~~~~~~ CoffeeOwl
I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant. ~ Author unknown ~
Posts: 4834 | Location: Outskirts of Silicon Valley, California | Registered: April 05, 2006
I'm new, and old, but it looks like everything has changed since I've been here. Count your blessings dear one, and you'll find much love surrounds you.
. There's no need to apologize for not being on the boards. School is important and I know they've screwed a lot of things up for you. I'm sending some extra vibes for that as well 
