these dreams will haunt me until i figure em out and try to respond, or until the mistakes reveal what the dreams meant when it happens...i have been told by family(especially my mom who gets creeped out when her bad dreams come true, contradictory yeah) that dreams dont mean anything.... now i study more than one discipline of dream reading, yet i guess maybe we just need second and third(or more) suggestions

this series of dreams will go back to childhood seeing that there is a dream for every awake event... i will start with the most relevant to recent:

this dream seems to have told me that (to be literal ixchel the mayan ocean goddess yeah say it, i do agree it sounds crazy, but i dont write my dreams) i will be under her guidance, yet as she drove to the scene the car and my goddess dissappeared and only a triple moon as ii call this moon that is luna in my dreams, meaning ixchel, itzamna(moon god husband of ixchel) and also the sun god, dont ask why i couldnt tell u unless i could know.

it began with these three guys approaching me to obviosly kill me. unlike the usual laws of dream physics i could actually move, i didnt want to kill them so obviosly i couldnt run... so i tried to push them away, ity didnt work....so in my head in the dream something told me to tear their heads off, in which i did reluctantly(as i dont like to cause harm, as i just dont like to place burden let alone decide someones fate) then i saw woods in front of me as the sun was going down. i was given the temporay ability to fly like the dragon(plumed serpent quaetzacoatl, i use names im more familiar with) then i flew into a building looking for a friend i then realized wasnt home...i woke up

i automatically saw that dream to be telling me that my goddess ixchel will guide me to make a decision that i dont want to make...i knew it had nothing to do with making last resorts, but to a situation that might arrive unexpected, i was warned already about... thus at that point i wasnt sureof wat....

another dream was even more involved... i was sitting in my bedroom next to a window.... a funnel cloud spawned into a tornado(tsunamis, tornados, oceans wind storms i always associate with ixchel not always natural disasters, actually barely ever.)(ixchel is goddess of moon, weather, wind, caves, water, destinty/fate as u probably heard the 2012 prophecy that in spite of christian apocalypse influence was more of a flood that would end an era(not necessarilly so or not so the human race to begin 5th earth{i will explain this more later}) i was picked up by the tornado and was flown holdin for my life over a sea, until i was flung down to fight the person from the previous dream

later on another dream came then school started, a kid identical to the person in the dream attacked me, yet i fought in selfdefense, he was taken by the police, they knew i being shorter wasnt trying to keep it going, but if a teacher didnt see i would also been in hand cuffs

this series of dreams i didnt figure it out cuz of my own reluctance to believe things can happen

actually, you do write your dreams. your subconscious mind does. the conscious mind is made up of the thoughts that we are aware of. only so much can fit into it, & so, some things are put into the subconscious and stored. dreams are the subconscious trying to get a particular thought into the conscious. & they can not be interpreted by someone else. the thoughts that arise by ourselves from our dreams are the ones we need to listen to.

I had a dream that I had to realize that my father had died, & that I had just killed my mother. seems strange but, although my father & my two older boy's father died within months of eachother, I took it to mean that I need to realize that they are both doing what they can to help me. I don't know why, I just did. & my mother, in fact did need my help. because of the dream, I payed more attention to that.

I think it all depends on what it means to you.

i would agree