***
Greatest pain within my smile
Everything’s empty, swimming in Nile
Unhuman voices shouting from past
And total eclipse round this heart…
Tear drops are falling on lonely window..
And bleeding moonlight covering me now..
A frozen brain trying to melt
Nothing can change it until the end..
***
Heavy breath..
Darken mind..
Eternal path
To pass..
At sunset
Painful loneliness..
Darkness stands here,
Defends my fears..
Alone standing on the cold sand
Somebody help me.. don’t wanna breath…
***
Nature is orange, alone and pale,
The trees are standing without shaking,
My legs are crossing this caursed ground,
Dead leaves are falling from these trees down.
I can hear unnormal sounds,
Winter is coming on deadly ground.
From the nowhere something is ringing,
And I’m making a little building
Full of my fears and my cold feelings
I’m standing alone, try to dreaming.
Down the snow is falling that night,
The nature is dying from boring sights.
I feel my heart cold from nobody’s home
Maybe I’m dying from sorrow and cold…
***
Past-deleted…
Present-dreamy…
Future-painted..
But without hopes…
Look-frightened…
Words-stoned…
Don’t want to hear any more..
Body-narrowed…
Eyes-in tears…
Smile-stern…
Heart-dying…
…Share my pain…
...
2009 year..
