Such aching disappointment
I've come to face today
Breakthrough or breakdown
I really can't say
If only..you know the rest by now
I can't handle this regret
and want to erase it somehow
I don't care if it doesn't work
at least I could pretend
My heart is yours now-take it
take what you want so this will end
I don't want to fight anymore
so I surrender to your game
Change everything to suit you
but your choice remains the same
My inner breakdown shows itself
it seems funny to you
You're laughing whilst I'm drowing
in all you put me through
This won't end well for you
For now this is all I can stand
But soon before you know it
I'll have the upper hand
