I feel like i need it I contemplate each day Now I'm starting to wonder if cutting is the only way I get a thrill out of it makes me feel good It makes me feel the way that i really should Scars dont bother me to me they look great Isn't someone gonna help me before its too late I cant cry anymore all of my tears run dry I cant live anymore my life is a sigh I pray to God for strength So far i'm still alive But i've realised prayers wont help me survive I took the pills they made me more sick How much time left my clock begins to tick I wanna close my eyes and never ever wake Its what i deserve cause im a huge mistake My life is so inadequate and i'm not strong I dont deserve to live in death is where I belong
By Jasted
***Try and save me, try and stop me, I want to fall***
Wow...that's really sad. It's beautifully written, but...it's so sad!
~Ashley~
~*RIP Paul*~
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Jasted I can feel your pain Have cut myself before They say it releases endorphines that make you feel elated for just a very short time I would cut my legs where there are still small scars So I have put a beautiful Godsmack sun inspired Tattoo in their place Now when I look down I see beauty instead of pain May you find your peace and serenity
The Music In Your Soul Brought The Life Back Into Me
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Originally posted by Calliope: Jasted I can feel your pain Have cut myself before They say it releases endorphines that make you feel elated for just a very short time I would cut my legs where there are still small scars So I have put a beautiful Godsmack sun inspired Tattoo in their place Now when I look down I see beauty instead of pain May you find your peace and serenity
I just cut my arms, i up til' half way is covered in scars...but i'm getting over now. And i'm gonna try my best to recover!
***Try and save me, try and stop me, I want to fall***
Me thinks Jasted needs a expressing yourself on paper is a good thing someone close to me recommended that I pick me up a lil notebook and jot down everything that affects me. It has been a brilliant idea ever since and someday I'll have it to reflect back on...a piece of history. I'd much rather see you do that than to slice your temple.
~RIP Mom, I love and miss you...always~ ~ I think too much...I'm trying to quit~ ~I'm so secure and sure in my faith and salvation that I'd rather be in my shoes then yours lady...so shut up!~ ~I'll do anything to stay numb all the time~ ~Warning...I have a low tolerance for stupidity~ ~Love my way...it's a new road~
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